Friday, February 25, 2011

Hope inside heartache.

So needless to say, ya I am a little (alot) sad that this fundraiser that I have wanted to do for so long can't happen. I had already had planned to go hang out with my friend Shawnda yesterday evening, so after I found out the bad news I needed this time more then ever! On my way there I had myself a little cry fest. A time to just talk things out with the Lord. Between my sobs and me pouring my heart out to Him and thoughts of Selah, my heart is just aching "Please God Help us, show us that you are still with us." In the midst of all this, a van pulls in front of me, his entire back window is filled with a giant decal that said
" Selah " . I sat there stunned. When I got a second look to make sure I was not seeing things, it hit me even harder and I broke down all over again but this time because of God's great divine love. Because of His sovereignty. Because His timing is perfect. His love for us is so intimate, He knows every hair on our head and catches every tear in a bottle (because He knows there will be tears). He is with our precious Selah. I know this! I can rejoice for the hope He brings in the heart ache. He will make every bit of this count!

Psalm 105:3&4
"Let the hearts of the those who seek the Lord rejoice! Seek the Lord and His strength; seek His presence continually!"

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